Keep trying to work out if I feel a little bit better today or not. I think it's just wishful thinking. When I've been up and about for a bit I do feel much better. But sitting at my desk at work, and then getting up after a prolonged amount of time, it really hits me again. I feel very stiff and very sore. I still can't bend at all. I dropped 50p on the floor at Clapham Junction this morning and just left it there as I couldn't bear to have to pick it up.

So many thoughts going round my head at the moment. It's all in my mind, think positively, still 12 days to go, I'll just walk it if I have to, can't give up now.

I feel SO f*cked off. But if I can walk, then I can run. Sitting and bending be damned.